Nothing But The Truth

MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN

I hate constant liars. I believe in them every single time. Those people don’t earn my respect. I could never see them again and not give two shits about them. RAWR

When I got in the car accident today, I had a friend in the passenger seat. I was also kinda speeding...

fml.

That time you just want to break down and cry to let it out?

*tries to hold it in*

Eh, I’m just thinking too much.

Jealousy

Blah….I’m too jealous of couples.

My “love” story = failure….well, I guess those 5 months were alright but they look awful now if you compare that time to today.

I’m basically girl crazy….but not girl crazy enough to jump into a girl’s tractor and keep trying to pounce on it, but crazy enough to like a girl because she’s eyeing me back.

Don’t worry, I got respect for you ladies….lol. I just wanna cuddle, and hug and hold hands and share time with someone of the opposite sex that shares my interests and show someone that I can take care of her…and all that love dovey shit that I want to be involved with.

=l

Screw me…I mean….well, if I can win your heart….no….ugh…

Love, I miss you.

Love, Jappy.

.....god damn it brother.

Why are you so SELFISH.

Couple weeks ago, I was forcing myself to try to change you from your bad habits and shit…but you are fucking SELFISH as HELL.

I haven’t really tried much, but god damn….your ways make me want you to leave and gtfo…..so disrespectful and….very uncontrollable of your actions…like right now, you’re screaming cuz you can’t beat a fucking video game, and our parents are SLEEPING.

Grow the FUCK UP already….god damn…and stop trying to perfect your mirror to impress others, cuz it’s only getting us pissed off.

Grrr…can’t wait to finish these journals and SLEEP.

Your ignorance is exactly like your father's.

and that’s…….sad.
Your’s is easily worse though, as to our father has intentions actually cares 200% percent.
and you find what I said “funny” because I was pleaded for you to fucking answer instead of being an ass-hole and not responding?
Let’s see when people take it seriously in the future
Try to even pull that shit on our dad….and I wouldn’t mind seeing a belt slapped across your face. Your respect not just for those older than you….for anyone is atrocious Shit…you could at least respect the fact that I haven’t used the internet in a week.
and besides…respect your damn brother at least a LITTLE bit instead of being a bianca about it.
You’ve been warned too many times from the father….hopefully you won’t get bitten in the ass for it….~~you probably will though at this rate.~~

I can't wait to leave this house

I hate being bossed around.

I wanna do my own shit, when I want to, how I want to.

I like control, especially my own control.

When people…especially my parents tell me to do shit constantly when I can handle it on my own…it makes me want to flip the shit out. I take forever to do things, but let me fail to at least see how slow I am.

Just leave me alone. I think I know a little bit of how this world works.

I hope to have a good income so I can live by myself in a place far away where I can basically restart life.

I don’t hate my parents, I love them. They made me who I am. I’m fiending to have my own life though, and of course…getting away from my parents is one step to it.

I'm very sensitive....period.

I’m bipolar-like…my mood swings like *snaps* that.
It can change so quickly…..
I can cry for a few seconds just thinking about life, be happy for letting it out, but then feel like shit cuz I had to cry to release my pain…..
I’m…..moody.
~~*Moody’s Point!*~~

People who make a big deal out of nothing can go suck a big one...

I get myself involved sometimes, trying to get an argument to end, but then it just gets bigger because I can’t explain shit.
and I guess I just made this a big deal to myself……*facepalm*

Sometimes...I wish my cousin wasn't my cousin...if you know what I mean...O_o

Tis a secret no more...I knew I would cough it up....loq

I'm senstive when it comes to love.

I love love.
I want it so bad.
Sometimes I think that the single life is dope. Not having to worry much.
But having a wife that you want to be with forever, a place to live, making love, having your own place, first child, first family moments….all of that stuff sounds so….awesome.
It makes me think into infinite amounts to how awesome having a lady that I believe that I shall never get tired of.
I wish that so much now.
Take a copy of my weirdness and likes and put it into a women.
and she who has such comparisons to that clone shall steal my heart.
I’m always looking around for her, but she’s never there with me….mentally that is.
Ugh….
I wanna go to Cali SO god damn bad.
because of the life…and Asian people.
and the amazing life and diversity.
and there HAS to be an intelligent, open-minded, weird but awesome and funny, hip-hop chick SOMEWHERE in this WORLD.

Ayo, Jesus….you gotta help Jappy with this, big time.